Saturday, April 26, 2008
hmm...
its de exams period again..
n next mon still suay suay got jap test too.
hai. zhi jie fail liao le.
with my poor standard...
hai. lets hope its self marking de.
lol..
today HR paper was relatively easy..
at least it seems easy..
bt hows de score i jiu dunoe le..
hmm.. still gotta stay at home for de next 1.5 weeks..
all of a sudden my bro skool have something cum up..
wad stupid CIP thingie.
DUH.
i think dun go oso can de lorh..
bt he say graded de.
CIP oso gt graded de meh?
anyway.. coz it clashes with the tour date..
some adjustments have been made..
haix.. im kinda worried for him thou..
thou he is old enough to be independent and such..
bt seems to me hes still blur blur de.
haha. mayb kid bros still dun grow up to me too..
hmm..
feeling kinda weird again.
sometimes i feel like being an entertainer or smth de..
some pple long time nv see or tok will suddenly tok to you..
like ask how are you kind of thingie.
ha.
feel like saying im fine even without you.
lol.
sounds bad..
bt i dunnoe y bt i kip on feeling that dey is bo liao nothing to do den suddenly think of mi.
mayb alil insulted.
stupid thinking actuallie.
i reallie cant spend too much time alone..
if not reallie will think of very bo liao things.
i reallie feel that i did alot of wrong things in de past..
like being very mean to someone who mean no harm..
like taking something which doesnt belongs to me..
like saying smth i shd not..
i feel theses things are coming back to haunt me.
argh..
even if i dont think abt it does mean it didnt happen be4..
so.. mayb shd go n repent for my many sins.
theres a decision to make..
bt i reallie dunoe wad to do..
neither choice seems right.
studying is quite tiring..
thou i didnt reallie put in de effort..
mayb in de future i will look back to these days..
n think how good it is to be able to study.
haha