Thursday, September 13, 2007
zombiefied.
if dere is such a word.
ha.
im busy for no apparent reason.
suppose to be doing things yet not doing.
suppose to be sleeping yet nt sleeping.
wad have i been doing?
stoneing.
i can just sit dere n stone for de whole day doing nothing.
yet feeling tired.
n at nite cant slp.
argh.
i tink im gg to slide into another mini depression.
mayb its de lady thing again.
hai.
yet i have to be careful..
everyday everyday not to upset anyone.
its reallie tiring.
when wad i want to do is to shut off completely.
even comedies are not helping.
true to feel quite happy during de show.
bt after dat..
its an overwhelming sense of emptyness.
he cant help.
yet he doesnt.
argh..
is dere anything to believe in afterall.?
yet everyone..
is jux concern abt deir own prob.
mayb mi too..
im wondering y de hell did i choose to go back to study
with projects i dun feel like doing.
n tests i dun feel like studying.
n lectures i dun feel like going.
work jux might be better.
or i may get fired.
-_-