Tuesday, September 18, 2007
recently.. someone told mi abt dis n dat..
somehow.. i wasnt too surprised..
i knew if dis kinda thing happened once..
i will happen again..
hai... bt who i am anyway.
i dun even have a right to be angry.
i suppose..
hw am i suppose to tell anyone abt dis..
it may sounds lame.
bt i guess.. de hurt is still dere.
i hate dis!!
how could i tell anyone abt dis?
i would be seen as being a bitch.
anyway. even if i said anything..
it would seem dat im jux joking..
how else could i seem alright otherwise..
n how could i tell u wads happening if dat happen to ur fren too?
what would happen if i told u someone close to u actuallie did that?
that lil something dat we have agreed upon..
the lil something that we all hate.
how would anyone react?
hai.. noone will feel better if de that thing is exposed.
perhaps not even myself..
i jux want it out of my life..
bt its hard.
since we are supposed to be frens.
even in front of u i had to smile.
when all i want to do is walk away..
i wanna say..
get out of my life.
bt still u continue to be near..
acting like an saint to taunt mi.
perhaps she isnt at fault..
mayb noone is..
perhaps dats jux de way pple are..
bt de moment i heard it.
all de resentment towards her surfaced again.
everything jux seems so fake n phony now.