Monday, July 30, 2007
when i was asked..
how cum we dun seems like good frens.
n y dun we seems happy to see each other..
i reallie couldnt ans.
n she thot is coz we are too close so dun feel anything special abt bumping to each other..
bt i noe.
thats not de case.
i say i dun care.
bt somehow..
a tiny tiny ugly voice says otherwise.
well.
dere is nothing i can do right.
if u tink dat dats right....
u must haf ur way of thinking..
which makes mi wonder..
are we dat great frens afterall..?
with mi doubting..
n u doing dat.
haha.
well..
i really hope that one day.
i will no longer think of u in that way..
n we can be as good as before..
bt right nw..
it doesnt seems to be in de near future.
wad hurt mi most..
is actuallie de thot.
that i have lost a great fren.
i tend to be super short tempered when it has things to do with u.
god.
u make mi seems to turn to an ugly monster.
a smile doesnt covers all hurts.
too often.... a relationship isnt as strong as we thot.