Wednesday, May 02, 2007
hmm..
seems sometimes be4 i blogged liao..
hah.
mayb not too long~
yeah..
went back to sentosa ytd..
haha.
tiring.. =S
bt quite an interesting visit..
hmm.. i realised..
that sentosa.. thou its a familar place..
it seems.. a lil too distant in my memories liao..
de place.. like a memory.. is familar..
bt no sense of warmth.. no.. wad u call..
gui shu gan..
i dun see de call of it for mi to return again..
mayb i wun go to sentosa again in de near future bah.
hu noes. i might b back again next week..
haha..
i guess.. its not de prob of de pple dere..
or de place..
its jux mi..
or mayb my 8 characters n dere de bu he.
dats all~
yeah..
in my previous post..
i said i already decided to go study instead of working liao..
budden..
stupid xiao lao ban.
he ji tao is SUAN mi sia.
wah lao lo.
ji tao is question my decision to study instead of staying
-_-
he says if work dere for a yr or so..
can earn up to 7-8K oH..
coz.. de shipping industry..n de oil industry is very in need of operators..
so we are highly paid.
hu dunoe ar.
de petrol price jux rise today la.
-_-
haha.
yeah.
my choice.. starting to rethink again..
wad should i do..?
yeah.
my parents heard of this.
haha.
n asked mi if dey pay my skool fees issit i can dun work..
n continue study.
LOL.
of coz dey paying is impt..
but.. it stills form part of my choice onlie..
im stating to feel that im not filial enuff..
dad jux go transfered to another place.. not too long ago..
its sort of de first time in many yrs he is not working wif mum..
bt de main point is.. mum said he is very stress at the new place..
n feeling very unhappy until he couldnt sleep at night..
well.. it makes mi feel that im reallie not doing my part as a daughter.
i feel that i could do nothing to relieve them of their situation..
thou he requested for a transfer back..
its a low chance of it..
hai.. jux wad can i do??
n my grandma. LOL.
hearing that my mum wants mi to pay de skool fees myself..
she offered to "loan" the money to mi.
haha. nice of her..
thou i noe.. lol. that she meant the money to open de cake shop thingie.
well. i reallie hope that i will make good use of her investment bah..
i do love them.. its jux sometimes.. i dun show it..
or when im in a temper. i dun remember it..
well.. thou how much i feel like staying on the co...
i have to tink of others as well..
so my final decision is to study bah..
since its wad dey want...
*prays this is de right thing to do*
i swear that this choice is mine n myself alone.
i will not blame anyone for it should anything goes wrong.
yeah. say smth happier bah.
lol.
this morning dun feel like waking up..
feeling damn tired.. felt like taking mC..
bt i ended up at work oso.. lol.
din even feel like having lunch until i saw shuyu msg..
lol. den heard her say she oso wan to take mc..
make mi feel like luffing..
say wad feel eyes swollen face swollen..
when all is fine.
den go back office.
daryl told mi a secret.
LOL
he said he felt like taking MC today too..
lol.
say not feeling well oso.
when he is fine too..
well~ guess everyone is not in the working mood yet.
comments : if u have no reasons for liking a person..
after some time..
wun u even forget y u ever like him?