Thursday, September 28, 2006
yesterday..
i was feeling reallie reallie miserable.
ha.
n i cant explain it oso..
den i very earlie jiu wan sleep liao..
bt kip on cannot sleep..
stupid de.
den after abt 10000000 toss n turns..
i managed to sleep a lil..
den.. i had a nightmare.
ha.
which scares mi up
[ now i dunoe whats it abt liao ]
hmm..
im abt to repeat smth liao..
de re you shuo si ye you shuo meng thing..
yeah.
i tink so bah..
all my private demons out to haunt mi in my dreams..
den after dat.
i manage to sleep again.
den i have a dream.
[ yes.. AGAIN.. dunoe y i haf so mani dreams de la ]
yet this time.. de dream is strongy imprinted in my mind..
i reallie tink i haf de caliber to be a writer..
if i go polish up my eng dat is..
ha..
i oways haf ling gan frm my dreams..
haha.
wei.. my compo used to be A* standard de hor..
de keyword is.. USE TO BE.. haha
yeah. im thinking if dis dream is reallie wad i wish for in real life..
[ some excitement maybe lol..]
or issit jux some ling gan..
or issit..
something dat will happen in de future.
reallie..
dreams haf meanings de..
de things wun happen in exact in de future la..
bt dey represent something.
CLEO used to help pple interprete dreams de.
bt now for a long time dun haf liao..
i tink mayb de person quit le.
hha..
ok...
start of my dream..
[ dis time no funnie thing abt ships or GL being abducted by pirates liao ]
ha.
ok.
scene : some western country
time : some old old date.. machiam 18th century..
where there are alot of knights.. ladies.. princess.. princes.. lords.. all dat shit de la.
ok.. dis is de start liao..
in this country.. there is a young n beautiful lady.
name keira.
lady keira grew up in a very sheltered home..
with loving parents.. n protective brothers..
As de apple of everyone's eye..
she was naturally de most cherished person in de house..
city.. country..
n her beauty has captured alot of peoples heart..
bt none of dem caught her fancy..
in this country..
dere is a rumor of a demon.
who steals young n pretty ladies away..
to eat dem..
every now n then..
some young ladies will go missing..
so lady keira always have alot of maids n bodyguards with her..
even when sleeping..
bt one night..
she heard a creak on de floor..
as she looked abt..
she found everyone sleeping..
n dere are no movements abt..
thinking its jux de wind.
she went back to sleep..
bt then.. she heard another creak..
louder this time..
n den she saw a shadow.. casting on de floor..
a figure was bent toward one of her maids..
lady keira wanted to scream..
bt no voice would come to her..
de shadowed figure sniff at de sleeping maids..
n jux walk passed them..
ONE BY ONE..
until it came to keira..
very afraid..
keira remained motionless..
n pretended to sleep..
hoping that de monster will pass by her..
bt it didnt..
it open it jaws and wanted to bite on keira's arm..
even then.. keira could not scream..
its as if her voice has left her body..
when de monster bit her.
it was jux a lil nibble..
[ oops. dun xiang too wai ar.. LOL ]
ok.. de monster din haf sharp teeths as she expected..
n it certainly didnt bite her to eat her..
its as if it wants to play with her..
den.. the monster grabbed her..
n jumped out of de window.
it speed towards the dark forest that keira was warned since young that noone who went into the forest would come of alive.
keira kept hitting at de monster..
hoping it would put her down..
bt it didnt.
finallie finding her voice..
keira screamed at it..
ordering it to stop..
finallie.
the monster stopped infront of a magnificant lake..
n suddenly.. the lake opened.. and there is a gateway..
to another world..
to another dimension..
stuggling with no avail..
keira was carried throu de gateway..
to de other world..
to keira's astonishment..
de gateway..
was like a path to heaven..
there are golden trees..
young children laughing.. n dancing..
n de rainbow is forever in de sky..
de monster then set her down n guide her thru a passage way..
suddenly to keira's surprise...
de monster transformed..
to a young.. n handsome man.
he is viscount montieth..
lord Tristian.. [ jux some name i tot of. ha. i dunoe wads his name.. lOL ]
keira stared at him in horror..
n disbelieve..
wth is he abducting her for..???
is he going to rape her here n leave her to die..??
din he noe that her brothers will kill him if dey noe abt dis..?
when she flew at him in anger n resentment.
he just shrug it off..
n said that her brothers will never come to know of this.
n now that she is HIS woman. she better behave herself..
[ misses abit part la.. coz i dun rmb liao. btw.. dis is for my future reference de..
so abit luo suo.. ha. u pple can dun read de..
unless nothing better to do la.. hahha.. ]
ok.. den keira found out that Tristian still has another woman with him..
n she told him that she would never marry him if he has another wife.
Tristian then told her that it was never his intention to marry her.
if she had accepted his previous proposal.. then dey will be married.
how she is merely his woman..
ok..
[lol]
bt in de next few weeks.. tristian was very kind to keira..
making it esaier to adjust..
bt making it clear to her that running away isnt possible..
he devoted most of his free time to her..
n neglected his other woman..
den keira found out..
all de missing ladies frm de country..
was all here..
n living happily..
n no wish at all to go back..
keira could not tink of a reason Y would dey be contented to stay her..
as dey were also adbucted in the first place.
as time passes.. keira grew fond of tristian.. bt she would nv let him noe it..
she still fight with his over everything..
n argue although she already do not have de fight left in her..
bt tristain devotion to her.. has brought on another woman displeasure..
de other woman.. tristian other mistress.. marith was unhappy that tristain neglected her.
she was abducted by a group of slave drivers.. n tristian saved her n kept her by his side..
one day.. marith tried to use a knife to kill/ hurt keira..
bt tristian came back in time to save her.
as her ploy had failed.. marith tried to kill herself instead..
unable to let that happened.
keira begged tristian to allow marith to go back to her homeland.
so she would not feel so lonely..
at first tristian said no.
as noone who came in ever went out..
bt in de end. he gave in to keira's pleadings..
n sent marith away..
( at that point in time. keira was thinking wad would her future be..
would there also be a day where tristian would send her away..??)
tristian when sending marith away found that once marith reached the other world..
she completely lost her memory of staying in de other world..
after marith was gone..
keira n tristian spent some quality time together..
as keira has admitted being fond of tristian.. n has no wish to fight him anymore..
tristian in return has learn to trut keira more..
n gave her more freedom..
bt good things do not last..
tristian was needed in the other world to fight a war..
with de promise that keira would stay here to wait for him to return..
he left..
bt not long after he left..
keira recieved a letter..
telling her that tristian no longer wanted her..
n wants her to leave dis place..
he have assigned a guy to bring her back..
[ dis letter was sent by tristian's enemy.. who wants him to suffer la ]
ok.. when tristian returned..
6 months later..
he was heartbroken..
n disillusioned as keira has left..
with too much memories of keira in this place..
he too decided to leave..
2 months later..
at a madam rosalind ball..
tristian n keira both attended de same function..
keira.. thinking tristian do not want her anymore..
kept away frm him..
n tristian..
tinking that keira has lost her momories of dem tgt.. like marith has done..
do not feel like approaching her..
as he thinks she left him coz she cannot find a place in her heart for him..
once.. dey crossed paths..
n deir sight connected..
bt neither party showed any reaction..
n waiting for de other party to give some signal.
bt neither did anything..
keira wanted to speak...
bt was cut off by other ladies gushing over lord tristian..
n other lords are seeking for keira's attention..
so.. de chance is lost.. [ YEAH>> dis is where i woke up.. LOL right be4 de ending!!!]
bt its sort of a good thing..
i can fill in de black myself..
1) keira n tristian each go their own way..
n forget about each other's exsistance..
forget everything that has happened between them..
n live as if dey has never came into de other's life be4..
2) or.. keira n tristian.. wil have a chance to make up..
n confess their feelings for one another..
n dey live happily ever after..
yeah.with my depression cuming up..
ha.
i tink my dream will most likely have de 1st ending if it continued..
bt.. i wish for de second one la.
of coz.
comments : sorrie for de long post.
bt anyone noe how to jie meng??
can tell mi wad it means..
ha..
thx.