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i tink i mayb de worst person on de universe..
or mayb i jux hate de way i am..
i reallie dunoe y i do it.
i reallie dunoe YYYYYYYY...
Y??? can someone tell mi how cum im so stupid..
y did i do it..
knowing nothing will come out..
dere wun be a happy ending for us..
mayb its coz i dun noe it..
mayb im dumb..
DUMB!!
hais.. im still tinking n tinking..
my small brain..
super cmi..
hate myself arh...
jux yesterday alex ask mi..
why will a person be lonely.
i tink he mux be alien.. or mayb no feelings..
so wun feel that way..
ya.. i tot now.. my life is great.
wif a loving bf..
wonderful frens..
caring family..
bt no.. i feel even more worst.
y? coz de person u love most..
de people who are supposed to care for u..
dun understand u..
hais.. i dun understand myself even..
how to expect pple to understand mi..
stupid mh!!
i dun expect all my frens to support mi in my decision..
bt at least nt criticise wad i do..
dats de least i nid now.. i tink..
one feel lonely when the whole world doesnt understand..
i noe im at fault..
im sorry..
i guess i still nid some time..
mayb it will not turn out as bad after all..
.. so much for ur help.
jw..idohaffeelings4him..
juxntdewayufeelabtmi..
ifeelsucky..

comments : de skys seems more cloudy den ever..
n stars seems to be unable to shine on mi..
i noe i shd get slapped.
*regrets*