Thursday, July 20, 2006
假装..
mayb i can sleep n wake up~
n all is a dream..
we haf nv met..
n nv been tgt..
im so sorry abt my decision..
nv felt as stupid in my life as now be4..
reallie nv..
i noe i have hurt u..
i noe i shouldnt do this..
yet.. its a choice..
thx.. for being so understanding..
thx for being so nice to mi even thou im mean to u.
thx for treating mi wif all the love i noe i dun deserve frm u.
thx thx thx..
thanks for being so nice to mi when u dun nid to..
thx for saying all the nice things to mi.. even when u r un happy..
thx for respecting my decisions..
thx for everything..
u are such a nice person..
u deserve much better den a person like mi.
actuallie.. wad i haven say is.
ur kindness.. understanding.. everything..
make mi feel very bad..
make mi feel worst then wad i shd feel..
mayb if u shout at mi or smth..
i will feel better..
if we quarelled or wad..
i wun be so sad..
or feel so bad..
u r completely different frm wad i tink of.
i dunoe how to do abt u..
abt it..
i... .... ...
lots of feelings hard to say~
i jux feel like a stupid fool..
de most stupid moron in dis world..
de biggest idiot..
mayb im a bimbo after all
slaps.
n i tink de person i m tinking of liking..
is not worth a damn..
cant be compared to jw at all
so y do i do this..
coz i m an idiot..
kill mi bah.
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