Monday, April 10, 2006
hmm..
today finallie arrived..
bt de documents haf not been finalised yet..
once finalise i will tell every1 abt it bahx..
for those interested to know..
ask mi tmr..
yeah..
i love my family...
thou i tink my dad still is de older generation tinking type..
im surprised he goes along wif it so well..
yeah...
luv ya..
luv my mum too.. being so supportive..
yay.. now i tink i haf a wonderful family..
until de next time 1 of dem nags at mi..
dats it..
hahax..
i wonder next time how will my own family b like??
tired..
de only ting no good today is i have to wake up earlie..
other than that..
its great!!
yeah..
i went to cut n dye my hair oso..
hahax..
i oways luv to cut my hair..
it does not symbolise anything..
it does nt mean anything..
i cut coz i wan to cut..
i dun understand some pple realiie!!
hahax..
well yesterday.. something happened..
no biggie actuallie..
expected sia..
lolx..
anyway.. i tink thou i say im nt affected my inner self noes better..
hahax..
coz when i wan to slp..
jux couldnt slp...
all my efforts on reading up on de tarot card goes down de drain oso..
coz othough i asked it to gif mi a clear dream..
i couldnt rmb it when i wake up..
cant even rmb whether i dreamt anot..
mayb my mind is too preoccupied.
i will try again tonites..
stop thinking unneccessary thingss..
if nt i will nv make it..
i muz haf a calm mind..
n slp.. dun tink..
ok.. mayb tink of de card..
yeah..
i wan to go shan xin..
haha..
go overseas walk walk n shan xin..
den my fren ask mi..
y mux go oversea?
spore cant shan xin meh?
hahax.. still say i watch too mani drama lo..
datz y i wan go oversea shan xin..
actuallie its not..
coz i jux wan to get out..
mayb de getting out of a country smybolise getting out of a trouble..
or thots..
go overseas oso haf 1 hao chu..
cfm wun get to see pple u dun wan to see..
in spore..
mayb u dun wan see him..
den suay suay at some place see him..
hahax.. hard to say mah..
spore so small..
lolx..
~making plans..
yeah.. den yesterday very bored mah..
wan listen to song..
lazy to dl myself so ask some frens send songs to mi lo..
bt den dey all send de songs all is i like de..
all slow slow de romance de song..
i like is like..
bt den now dis kinda mood..
de songs make mi cry....
so saddening..
like gu yi torture myself lydat..
lolx..
i tink i better change my taste le la..
hahax..
to fast songs..
:)
while packing things..
i found a keychain my fren bought for my bdae..
it states
25 DECEMBER (those hu duno.. now u do..) lol
~William de conqueror wad crowned king of england.. 1066
~Mikhail Gorbachev resigns.. 1991 (is he de germany guy??)
~Isaac Newton was born..
~I was born.. (YAY!!)
~~people born on this day do not forgive easily.
~~They like their privacy.
~~They believe their way is the best and may worrie abt de security in life..
yeah..
how true..
i wan to pai de person who analyse this to be my shi fu..
hahax..
da first pt : true.. i dun forgif pple easily.. i stop toking to a fren over some lame things for 2 years.. datx is until she appologise.. dats it.. i will argue till de end.. unless i am wrong.. if i love de person more.. de harder it is for mi to forgive.. coz de person i love should be perfect..
perfectionist?? nope.. jux dun lie to mi..
da second pt : i like to haf my own kong jian.. when i nid space.. pple who come near will die easily.. hahax bt im nt joking.. n there is a time to tell tings.. a time to kip it to myself.. when i wan to tell, i will tell.. bt normallie i will only tell when it is not so important le.. or when it is a must..
da third pt : if i tink my way is de best.. i would argue to de end.. if im unsure.. den i will not.. hahax.. yupx.. im worried abt my future.. who doesnt?? anyway.. dats de most important ting to mi.. security and truthfullness..