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hmm..
last day at RC!!
yay.. finallie over.. actuallie its nt dat bad..
coz gt alot of pple help miee..
i tink i must be the most troublesome ger at RC..
hahax.. kip on gt pple help miee..
man good de..
still gt free corn eat..
lol..
ya.. thx kel for helping sooooooo much...
love ya!!
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dis few days i haf been reading the basic guide to reading tarot cards..
some pple say its dangerous..
bt de other mysterious side of de world have always excites miee..
i makes mi wan to find out more..
i have always been attracted to the unknown factor..
(even in guys) lol
i want to find out about the other side..
bt at the same time im afraid of it..
sometimes i wish i could see them..
when at other times (especially when watching ghost movie)
i wish i nv ever see them..
bt im reallie curious how r things like..
anyway.. i want to know how to read the tarot cards..
so i bought the cards like a yr ago..
bt den some1 told mi that as im nt 18n yet,
i should not touch the cards..
dangerous or something equivalent..
so i waited.. till now..
quite a long wait.. considering my bdae passed long ago le..
yeah..
after the first day reading the cards i have a dream..
im a person who seldom dreams..
bt when i dream, its normallie weird..
anyway, i jux read about the first card..
LE.MAT - The Fool
jux the night before, alex told mi that he have a dream..
n i told him that dreams are a subconscious part of a persons mind..
wad a person fears or wishes about in the day,
bt sometimes -- no link..
hmm.. den dat night, i have a dream..
i dreamt of him.. (dis de first time i dream of a person i like be4)
wah lao.. last time i wan dream of toro oso nv dream until..
y now dream of HIM..
when i tink i dun like him le lei???
is my subconscious mind reallie still tinking abt him..?
am i lying to myself??
anyway..
heres de dream...
AT the start of the dream, he and i were talking..
den suddenly he ask.. if its true that i like him..
den i tink i stunned for awhile thinking y did he so straight forward de ask mi dis qn..
den i tink oso nv think jiu bu da zi zao, i asked him how did he knew it..
he told mi that its a neoprint that i have took in the past
and he showed mi the neoprint.
it was the neoprint i took wif yw judy kel n ling.
a ugly neoprint..
in de dream, on the neoprint there are 2 things..
1st is my name and the other is his bdae date..
(actuallie quite no link on how thru de pic he noe i like him la)
in real life, yes there is this pic.. bt no dun haf de name n date..
nvm abt that, den he told mi that actuallie he knew frm de start that i like him le..
dis dream can b so confusing..
den suddenly there is a turn in events..
cant reallie rmb wad happened bt after awhile...
i was at the playground walking bt at the verge of crying..
he i tink was upstairs, confronted bt dunnoe hu..
den i tired of waiting le jiu went to take a walk n when i came back and went upstairs,
i was told that he left a msg at the recorder for mi..
bt den i saw him at de doorway and he asked mi wads my ans..
i told him that i haven heard the msg and ask him to tell mi now..
he asked mi wadi wanted it to be and told mi he still wants his head..
(now still gt pple chop head de meh??)
he sounds quite frantic n i becum angry n ask y he tinks so badly of mi..
den i went to de room wifout listening to de recorded msg or his reply..
later on when i hear it, i realised it asks the same thing..
wonder wad that means..
den de dream sort of ended..
cant rmb de ending...
hmm.. onlie dreams that have a certain importance will be remembered after a person wakes up..
is it important to me?
what it means..?
is it asking mi to tell him i like him?
is it telling mi to carry on wif my plan?
what does it means?
any1 here noes how to interpret dreams..
if can.. pls contact mi..
i reallie wanna noe..
by the way i tink its the power of the card - la.mat
the fool is a card telling us to take risk n dun worry abt wad others think..
is it the card giving mi some premonition..
or is it jux my subconscious mind linking de 2 things tgt..?
i duno le..
anyway.. today i also had a dream..
bt i didnt record it down after i woke up...
so i didnt rmb le..
hmm.. de`book says sleep wif each card in turn and ask it to send a clear dream across..
so dat i can rmb it in the day..
yeah..
im going to try that tonight..
starting again wif the fool..
mayb the story will continue..
now i steped into it. dun tink i will b able to step out again..
no matter dangerous or not..
im willing to try..
so.... tonight..
THE FOOL>>