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Saturday, May 14, 2005

haf i changed?
i oways asked myself dat...
bt my conclusion is every1 change...
so even if i reallie changed its not a big ting...
bt did i did i reallie...
m i reallie such a person...
now dat u said it... cum to tink i reallie was irresponsible...
n annoying... bu fen qing zong...
i should kip out of others affairs... bt hw cum i like stuck inside it...
now dat its over...
everyting haf becum final...
izzit reallie so final?
the circumstances cant b changed?
anymore? forever?
am i reallie goin9 to let a moment of anger destroy my future...?
i should not... i muz try to curb my anger...
oways wen angry i do tings wifout tinking of de consequnces...
even if i did tink its not long term...
haix... muz overcum dis childishness...
y should pple oways rang miee n ren miee...
jux who am i anyway


i jux wanna say sorrie...
forgive miee plz...
thx v. for telling miee abt things i nv knew...
if not i will b makin9 de same whole mistakes all my life...
i promise *
i noe u wun be reading dis... bt i reallie make a mess out of tings...
how good if tings can b like be4... i wun interfer ever again...
bt it too late... is it not...?im sorrie j****


oh ya... i wan sae sorrie to u too...
sorrie yanling...
i tink i dat day hafing some emotional probs or wad...
(not dat i giving excuse or wad la...)
i didnt mean to say it dis way...
i noe i abit childish to go home dat way...
hope u will understand...