flnalliE
Friday, December 03, 2004
hAiXx... skoOl 9oin9 to rEoPen sOon liAo...
bT eVeRytin9 liKe gEttin9 wOrsT n wOrSt 4 mi...
i sEems to b sTuck iN a ni9htMaRe...
cAnnOt wAlK oUt oF iT...
dUnnO y lEi... i fEel liKe eVerYwHerE i gO gT tRoubLe...
mAyb i aBit jYnX laRh... dUnnO...
wEnT 4 a holIdAe... cUm bAck n wAd i gEt...?
mOre trOublE... hAixX...
aLL beCoZ oF mi... mY dEareSt gAn mA gT scolDed bY jAsOn...
mAyb nT aLL mY fAulT lA...
iSh dAt mOtHern dAugHtEr dE fAulT...
tHeiR bEhaViouR i iSh cAnnoT sTanD lE...
wHo dEy tiNk dEy r lA...
sO stUpiD... tiNk thAt tHeY vEri bIg dEal mEhx...
hMph... mAke mY dEarest gAn mA cRy...
wUn 4givE u dE!!!
n stUpiD jAsON!!! hW dArE u scOld mY gAn mA...
oSo dUn uNdeRstAnd Y u kip on giVing wAy tO dEm...
hAixX... y dUn u unDersTanD...
mi, jiA jIn n mAni oTherS oSo cAnt stAnd dE wAy u kiP hElpin9 dEm...
mAyb wE nV pUt ouRselvEs intO uR shOes...
bT wE juX dUn tink its ritex...
nW dE sItuaTion deRe so luAn n teNse...
duNNo hw loRh...
*fEels dEpResSed*
sTupid xInYu... nOwsaDaeS wAn to gO ouT wiF u oSo hArd aRh...
wOrk oWayS... hAiXxxxx...
liKe gT aloT tin9 to cOmplAin tO u... siAnz...
*fEelS sAd sAd*
yA... i fInaLLie giF uP lE...
aFter sO mAni tin9s thAt hAppEned...
i truEly aDmiT dEfEat lE...
sO i dunnO aFtEr sKooL rEopEn i sTiLL wAn tO wOrk aNot...
i tRuEly bEliEvE thAt tin9s bEtwEen uS iS imPoSsibLe...
u nV trUelY unDersTand wAd i WaNtEd... wAd i nEed...
u dUn uNdErsTanD mi aT aLL...
n hW mUch dO i nOe u??
i dUn nOe u aNimoRe...
fEel thAt wAd i liKe iSh juX a mEmorY...
u hAf cHan9e aloT... mAyb so hAf i...
gIf mI sOmetimE... i bEliEvE i wIll 4gEt u...
*fEels sTupiD tO liKe a mEmoRy*